DIET OH DIET - Widya Nita Indah Sari / 090110101079

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oday my heart was beating very fast at all when I will face reality and see what the actual weight?
Yes, now is the time to look at the fact how much I weigh now. My eyes while brake literacy scales were frightened by the needle it was like seeing the devil alone. Sweat starts pouring, and my legs were shaking erratically. Liver indecisive and hesitant when I would begin the process of weighing my weight was.

Time has passed ten seconds.

I also feel increasingly anxious, and just hope that the needle scales indicate the number 5. Would be great but if the needle scales indicate the number 4.
I saw the object box made of iron blue did not show much expression. Only flat and plain expression indicated by box objects made of iron blue young.
Is being happy? Maybe so! If only objects made of iron box light blue it is a human being, maybe he's definitely laughing because many young women who feel afraid of him. He felt he had great power over all thoughts that there are girls all over the world. He was very arrogant at all.

"Hey you! Listen carefully ! I was not scared of you! (I thought).

They say, one of the best ways to weigh is just by wearing a towel and without the use of clothes because the clothes could have reduced the weight scales. I did not know if it's just a fact or just a myth. I just want to try as much as possible to minimize systematic errors that might be able to suddenly happen to everyone.
That's why, today, in the bedroom, I was alone, wearing only a towel, and then I slowly raise your right leg will ascend to the upper scales. I closed my eyes to reduce feelings of fear and stress will come from outside pressure. Come on, Zara! You can do it! It's been two weeks of you looking forward to this moment.
Oh God, I've finally climbed on the scales! What numbers will be indicated by the red-colored scales needle? I really did not dare look at the numbers indicated by the red-colored needle scales. I myself forgot how much weight to how much last? Scale lines can already be seen, but what I do not know the exact numbers. However, it is not good if I'm stalling for time. This is the time.
My close your eyes and try to not look down until I'm absolutely sure to see which will happen after this.
(Trying to beat my head down and slowly opened his eyes)
"78"
SEVEN-EIGHT!
Huh? SEVEN-EIGHT? No! I was surprised when I saw the scale of red scales that showed the number 7, and I was hoping the scale stopped at number 5 / 4. What a disappointment I’m!
That number has been bothering me today

No direction and who knows when to stop, get out, and no longer show up in my mind. I still do not believe the results shown it. Wait the scales first, maybe I was wrong to see, but my eyes are bulging scale it still shows the numbers 78 or maybe just because I'm using my towel and now only wrapped in leather.

Hmm m unfortunately, the needle on the scales still shows 78 digits. Feeling very disappointed with the current circumstances, it is not satisfactory at all.
I was shocked and limp. Wits' end, and then I started to wear my clothes to try to accept reality. It occurred in the trajectory of my mind and I move toward the laptop to open the social networking that is Face book.

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OMG.OMG.OMG. It cannot be trust.Ini not possible. Sad .... L

I’m dashing down my body into the back seat. My body lay limp as a result of that scale. Staring at the ceiling and draw a deep breath, trying to calm my mind for a moment. Unable to bear with it all, I take Mobile and I was immediately called my friend Mercy.
(Tuuuuuuuuuut, tuuuuuuuut, tuuuuuuuuuuut sound of hand pone)
"Mer, you must know and have to listen to me!" I say with a high tone and a very loud voice immediately after there was a call sign has been removed.

"I was just weighing my body, oh my god Mer, I was very shocked and very surprised at all. It turns out I was really fat," tell with a little sob make Mercy just froze in the quiet.
"How?"
"You seriously want to know? Real? But you do not insult me, "I said softly," 78 kilos ".
"And then? Why? Do not overdo  Zar.. Hello .... You think you know how high huh?"Now beat my voice sound louder Mercy.
"Yes 168 cm, but still wrote. Fat really! "I said do not lose speed.
"According to the old Biology teacher, it’s already balanced with your height. Be thankful little wrong with you, cannot feel happy little? "She grumbled.
"hhmm, but I see , Mercy. My stomach really looks so puffed. That is fat. Many times over, "countered another.
"So, do not see the model’s ironing board!"

CLICK! Due to listen to the Zara tired of nagging phone suddenly shut down by Mercy. I stared motionless Mobile before the yellow things that I threw into the mattress.
After a few seconds, I went back to open up. Face book is where I complain and complain everything about myself. Let everybody hear complained my jeremiad, although not actually want. Just pour all the contents in the minds of your heart because that is what made Face book.

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“Gosh, I just have to diet and diet again. Start with no dinner.”

When I hit a sign post, I realized that the hour was seven o'clock tonight. Mama usually had finished preparing dinner and immediately called me to join at the dinner table with Dad and sister. However, not for tonight. I was determined to not eat anything until tomorrow morning.
"Zara, come on down! Dinner is ready, "My mom yelled from the dining room downstairs. Then I came out of the room and looking towards the dining table through the balcony.
"No, Mom. Zara did not want to eat again, Zara is not hungry, "I replied with a forced.
"Are you serious, Zara? My mom has been cooking tasty you know. There is a steak and fried potatoes. My mom also had ripe cheese bread and there is still demand your sister Brownies, "she said at length to lure Zara. Throughout my mom told me about her cooking that night, I was swallowed to the number of times. The thought is tempting eager to eat it immediately.
"Oh no! I've already determined not to dinner again, but I feel sorry for my mom. My mom already tired to cook so much food and I do not eat it? Later I even thought ungrateful. Later at about my mom do not like the food. For this night only, because she had taken the trouble to cook, I'm having dinner. Oh, certainly I would not spend it all! Two tablespoons per meal is enough I guess. Just to entertain and appreciate Mom to Mom happy.

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Okay, okay. I think today I'm going to dinner because my mom was already ripe. Steak, fried potatoes, cheese bread, and brownies here I come.

Finished writing the words and post on Face book, I immediately rushed down to the dining room. My daddy, my mom and my brother were waiting. A variety of food was already waiting in the dining room table, ready to eat together.
After saying prayers together, soon my steak and fries that have served before me without hesitate, one scoop, two scoops, and three spoons. Hmm yes this is really delicious! My tongue has been spoiled by Mama's cooking. Quote Mom was right when cuisine is second to none. The most delicious in the world.
Because food that I left thinking about diet first. Let's just say today was my last day delicious dinner before my diet started. So that, it should be as satisfied as possible to enjoy these foods.
Unexpected all the food offered by my mom Take. Twenty minutes long dining table in a circle of twenty minutes duration and also I did not stop to put food into my mouth. When she realized how many empty plates in front of me, I like choking. I drink plenty of water and went back to my room for resting.

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No! Everything I eat! How? Okay, tomorrow morning should be jogging and skipping. As well as sit-ups.

Five seconds later.
Please, please, please. I cannot sleep until 12 anyway. I've eaten a lot tonight; if I went to bed immediately after meals might be stretched my body is
they say our bodies need at least four hours to process the food that we eat into energy. So that, we should not sleep first. Have to wait four hours after eating. Resist sleep until at least 12 o'clock at night to an existing food in my stomach does not become fat.
And tomorrow I have to get up at five in the morning to exercise before going to school. MANDATORY.
When I opened my eyes the next morning, I wondered why I could wake up before the alarm sounds. Really! Because of my foolishness turns out I forgot to install an alarm and you know what time it is? Half seven!

 "Huuuaaa I'm late!" I yelled.
Aware that the school entrance at seven in the morning, I immediately got up from bed and bath, and then quickly rushed into the car to go to school. On the way, I re-opened up through my hand phone.

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Gosh, I just woke up at half past seven in the morning! L

Failed my plan to jogging.

"Good, I have not had breakfast". I thought.
Wait, could this be making my weight down. I'm already eating a lot once last night. And so, my stomach still feels full. Indeed, at first I felt satisfied, however, after ten hours; the stomach is clamoring for the intake of rice and cursing myself who have not put any food into it. Be patient, the stomach. Wait until lunch. Snacking can be made fatter and I certainly do not want to clear. Thus, my struggle to compromise with my stomach.
I'm very hungry at the time the lunch bell rang. The disciples scattered into the canteen and order food respectively.
Well seriously, I really hungry, Eat now?
After looking around the crowded condition of the canteen and filled with cooking smells, I decided to buy a chicken noodle. I think my stomach enough to forgive me. Poorer, he asked for more. Anyway, if indeed he was asked. Later I was sick again. Finally I decided to buy a serving of dumplings and a glass of sweet tea.
Satisfied and satiated, I smiled at my stomach began to bulge because of overeating. Now you must not wince anymore because I have fulfilled your request, my stomach. Worse yet I've been eating a lot of food again. I like going to cry and sob when he wrote these words on Face book.

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Chicken noodle + + the sweet dumplings. Oh no ... all have been entered into my belly .., hikz ... hikz ...

With very upset and sorry, I left the canteen and alone in the classroom. Mourn what I've done this afternoon.
Today my attempt has failed, like a diet but instead hungry my stomach when I saw the foods that pass before my eyes. All kinds of ways would I do if indeed it makes my weight down.
One day one of my stories about her weight down because of the herbal drink, and I felt attracted to these herbal. I also wish to order it. The capsule form of herbs that been my daily consumption of 2 times morning and evening before meals. Been running for two days I felt weak because of the effects of these herbs, I'm so lazy at all to eat, and eventually I got sick too. Unfortunately my fate, would he want a diet but I'm so sick. I lay on my bed and my body is powerless to sustain itself.

Mercy suddenly came home to see me who am sick because it's herbal slimming. Heard a door open without a knock at mercy so he is used in my house even my mother had thought his own daughter

"Heh! You. I told you, grateful for what is in yourselves. Just weird that you Zar. "Said Mercy advised.
“hmmmmmm, you just startled Mer, "I muttered as she pulled back the covers to my body.

"It is really hard up you are given a tau, tough now because of your diet program that does not mess up your body's so sick! Why do not you just be grateful that your weight is reduced than when you first junior . . .? "As he looked around my room

Two weeks passed. So many obstacles and hurdles that I face in this diet until I was sick and receive a lot of verbal abuse from my friend but I'm still doing this diet. Cannot say one hundred percent of my diet I follow the diet, but not zero percent as well. I'm pretty good at it. Yes, I've managed to follow it. Now, it's time I am facing in blue metal box, I want to know my weight when I'm sick of this might be my weight down again.

By using the trick with no clothes, I climbed the scales. I'm sure this time I succeeded. Sure of it. Zara, you will succeed.
Scales showed the needle 60.
I'm glad to see the scales no longer shows the number 7, at least there is progress in my body, but why my stomach still look bloated and multiple fold when sitting if my weight around 50s or older may not be visible.