ULFIATUL IFIT 090110101089- short story

ULFIATUL IFIT

090110101089

Part 1

    The nature of the pisces is like imagining things. A true dreamer. I remember as a child. My teacher often ask “ what your ambition ?” and I answer “ to be a doctor “, ” to be pilot” , ”to be an engineer”, “ to be a teacher, “to be president”. Remember us when it’s so innocently as if to be a doctor, pilot, etc. So easily achieved as we buy candy. I originally wanted to be a doctor.

   

     My heart is very upset, worried, and restless. Biscuits on a plate  had expired, no longer are able to entertain this lonely. How not, tomorrow’s announcement of SNCA. I’m scared, I did not pass. My first choice in medical test yesterday, and the second choice is the Brawijaya university and Jember university. It is not easy to pass, because the department was so much demand, but I’m sure of what I got in high school will be more than adequate provision coupled with SNCA any specific courses that I have attended. And I’m sure God will give me the opportunity was studying medicine.

    I looked at the scenery of rice fields in the evening through the bedroom window. Beautiful but scary.  Moon irradiating earth with light. Yes, tonight the moon was full. Still remembered in my mind a chat Dad and Mom in the living room last night.

 

            “ You sure can pass the test ?” Ask daddy to me

            “ I’m sure can pass the test dad ”

            “ I will not disappoint Dad and Mom. I will give the best to Dad and Mom. Even if I did

            not pass, I will follow the course again of SNCA next year.”

            “ Ok, you a good boy and responsible “ said Mom

            “ Ah, Mom too praised. I’m so ashamed.”

            “ Oh,yes you wants graduated in medicine in Brawijaya University or in Jember

            University?” says Dad.

            “Whatever, because both of same good.”

            “Where wish you disposed?”

           

            “I disposed in Brawijaya  University, Dad.”

            “ Okay, Mom and Dad  always play for  you.”

           

            “ Thanks a lot of your pray.”

            From these talks the more convinced I will graduate in medicine Brawijaya University. “Well,

            Hopefully it is.” I told my self.

            My father was a successful farmer, father rice fields dozens of acres, no doubt my family

            Including the family is the most was this village. In term of tuition,”ah, I’m sure my father had it

            Ready for me.”

            I once asked my father.

            “Well, there’s money if I’m in medical school ?”

            “ Just calm, everything  impossible.” Said Daddy

             I became very convinced to attend medical school.

            “ My father  is a best friend in terms of asking money.” he..he..he…..

            My father laughed to hear what I said. His teeth are turning yellow because frequent smoking

            Was seen and it made me laugh more.

            In this family, the closest to me is my father. I don’t know why. Perhaps because the same man,

            So if we talk is connecting. Especially if we talk about agriculture in Indonesia, could be a long

            Story day not enough. According to Dad, if Indonesia is able to take advantage of its agriculture

            Sector, the father believes Indonesia will be the richest country in the world beyond Amerika.

            Father was too excessive. That’s my father proud of. One day my father told me to go to the

            Faculty of agriculture, I immediately reject it, because I would prefer to medicine. He just smiled

            Very excited.

           

            Part 2

           

            Finally, I not accept in Brawijaya University and me despondent. I tried in Jember University, I Choose English department, although I not too know about English.

               My sad moment happened at the last Saturday when I was in holiday in my house. At the time I was watching television with my little neighbor in my house. I was bored with Indonesian film which showed an unclear story, so I searched for the cannel which showed cartoon or aboard film, and then I found it, a film from us with animal animation which translated in Indonesia language. Few minute later, my mother came to me and looked for the remote control to change the channel into her favorite Indonesian film. I said to my mother “Mom…it would be better if we don’t watch an Indonesia film. It was boring. Lets we watch the English one”. Then my mother answered “OK, this is an English one. “ Then we watch together. Some minutes, the film showed a song of three squirrels in English language, and suddenly my mother asked me “Wow..!!! The squirrels are singing, do you know what the meaning of the song?” I had never thought that question before. I was confused and didn’t know what I must do. In my opinion the song was unclear. I was muse for a while and my mother repeated her question. I tried to change her mind, but she didn’t change yet. At the end, with a full of shamed felling, I said “I don’t know.” Then my mother kept silent. I knew I just made my mother disappointed of me. I felt very sad. I felt that I was a looser. I failed as a student of English Department faculty of letter. I said myself, how long had I been studying English? Why I didn’t make any that time I just knew that I’m bed student, I lost my time and opportunity. I was too afraid to make a change. I found a lot of weakness  in myself such as: afraid of make a change, afraid of doing a mistake, Afraid of trying something and soon. I opened my eyes and saw the world. I strengthened my mind that I can do. I have great parent who always support me.